Hmm.. finally all my projects had cleared.. what a sense of relieve.. able to sleep well and to look better! Moreover, exams coming & i m slacking... want to get back what i have not been able to enjoy. This week & next week... activities & appointments are coming at one shot. But, i shld feel fortunate that i am keeping myself busy & not letting the time to slip away in silent. sometimes when i look back, time just creep away w/o my notice.. so scary!
My greatest concern of all, what is the next step after my graduation from TP? what should i do? further studies? what is my probabilty of getting into local uni? My school fees how? so many things to worry about... i must start thinking & planning le.. with my average results.. i must prepare for any of the outcomes! Hmm... Just hope for the best!
Also, need to find time for God.. hai.. have not been faithful in my quiet time & bible reading.. But God is still faithful to me.. He blessed me with alot of blessings.. countless and too precious for me to believe it. Too good to be true! Sometimes, i really wonder, who am i to deserve such blessings.. You know, i m not a nice person on earth. Instead, i do create troubles & problems to the ppl ard me. Disappointments, resentments, disapproval...etc.Yet, God did not look dwn on me. He still loves me the way i am... Though, i may not make Him proud in some of things i do, but He will always encourage me, and be the motivator behind all my determination. Thank You, Lord!