Total Randomness

今天，我突然有一股冲动，好想用华语来记录我今天的心情。一时心血来潮，好想用复杂的笔画来好好的发泄。虽然，我的表达能力不是很强，不过我相信只要我是用心表达，而另外一方是用心阅读的话，就可以很好的感觉到我所要表达的心情。
很快的，就好象时光飞逝似的。明天将是我在SGH最后一天工作的日子。有一点难过，也有一点感到轻松。是很矛盾！为什么快乐的时光是短暂的，而悲伤痛苦是永久的？
我发现到用华语书写是真的很不简单。尤其，我的汉语拼音非常烂所以我需要费很大的功夫才能把一段句子拼成。哈哈！真是自找麻烦。

Aiya, forget about it. It is so troublesome to write in Chinese character. I nearly feel like smashing up my keyboard. Well, I always feel that languages are so amazing. Where did the different languages come from? What if one day, I decided to have my own language? Indeed, there are so many amazing things in the world that we cannot comprehend. Everything seems so unbelievable. What about the different races? Why is there a need to differentiate man into different races & skin colour? Oh ya, how about colours? Why are there so many different colours? I really enjoy to be surrounded by all the different colours. Colours can represent one’s feelings and describe one’s emotions.

Talking about this, I remembered during one of my public speaking class (it was a year back), my tutor ask the class to think of a colour & give an impromptu speech. Each speech must last for at least 5 min or so. While, if I was not wrong, I chose white colour. But, I do not remember why I chose that colour. It was so interesting back then. I really enjoy her lessons so much. She is a great tutor. I still remember her name, she was Ms Chan. To my surprise, she was also my sociology elective tutor. Haha! So I got to see her 7.5hour each week. She was stern & strict. Nevertheless, she was very approachable as well. I really enjoyed her lesson & miss those school days.

Well, what should I do next week? Since I am being retrenched. =] Guess, is time for me to really sit down and give my future a serious thought. I dread to think about it. I hate to make decision. Especially such important one. What if I took the wrong steps? What if I am regretted with my choice? Who should I blame? Myself…?