Confusion state: In a dilemma. Why do people need to make decisions? Right now, I need to make a choice between NUS & SMU! Oh my goodness! What should I do? Many predicted that I may choose SMU cos is a biz school for people like me. But, am I really suitable for that environment? I really wondered. I do not want to go there & waste money. Right now, is talking about big money, a huge sum of money. Is no more joke. Not like polytechnic education. Now is talking about $32000 ($8k per semester, this amt include some mis. Fees). Well, I really need to take time to consider. Also, should I appeal for both NUS & NTU for business admin.? Haiyo!
I went down to recruit express (raffles place) today. As I was walking past the working adults, I started thinking is this the way I want to live my life. Dressed in suits & take every minute & seconds as money making opportunities? Am I able to be part of the competitive society? Can I be able to walk with confident & not shiver? One weakness: I am lack of confident which many may perceive that I do look confident. You are wrong.
Deep down, I don’t feel competent enough to be part of this competition whereby everyone is trying to earn as much money as possible. Many times, I am just trying to protect myself. Protect myself from being oppressed by the counter party or competitors. Being looked confident was just a method used by me to hide the insecurity that I was experiencing. Do you know that? If you do not know it, please ask yourself, how much do you know about me? Also, please start thinking, how many of the people around you do act & behave who they really are? A thought left to ponder.
About Me
Name: qiaoxiang Love: God, Family, Friends
Hate: Noise & Crowds
Favourite Quote:"If we cannot love the person whom we can see, how can we love God , whom we cannot see?" by Mother Teresa