Total Randomness

I am shocked. Just received a call from one of my close friend. She broke out the shocking news (regarding another close friend of ours) to me which brought tears to my eyes. I was speechless. Stunned. Not knowing how to react or response. The news came too late. How I wish I could be there for her when she needed us the most. I thought we were close but such issue was hard to be shared. I feel the heart ache, I feel the pain. The pain of losing a loved one. Especially someone so dear to you. Someone who you see everyday. Someone who so love you the way you are. Someone who gave you this life to live. Someone who you called her mother...