Total Randomness

I asked myself, why am I sitting infront of my computer on New Year's Eve? Sound rather lonely & pathetic isn't it? Ya, I was kind of sad initially but because I am not feeling really well so I do not have a choice. Initially, there was a retro count down party at Expo (Church party) but I guessed I got to give it a miss. Hence, I foresee myself counting down with my pillow & blanket later tonight. Haha! Sound even more pathetic! Anyway, who to blame? I got to blame myself for not taking good care of my body therefore no luck to have fun & enjoy at such crucial period where parties are all over. Well, is okay! I guessed it is a good opportunity for me to spend this time with my family reason being I have been rather busy with friends & neglected my parents. Sometime, I do feel guilty to neglect people so important to me. Do you?

Oh well, so is year end & another year is approaching. That marks a new beginning for all. So, any new year resolutions to share? Haha... Anyway, I have made my faith goals but not to disclose here for everyone to see. If you are interested to know, treat me lunch or dinner then we shall talk over meals. LOL! Besides setting goals, I think end of year is the best time to reflect back 2006 & give thanks to everything we had obtained in year 2006.

For myself, I would like to thank God for both my earthly & spiritual family. Feel so loved & blessed by each & every single one of them. Also, thank God for blessing me with graduating a diploma with merit & directed me to SMU! Not to forget, a bunch of great friends who have showered me with lots of care & concern (maybe not a lot because I think I had showered them with more love than they do but I am more than appreciated! =P) Last but not least, people who have crossed my path & I have yet to say a big thank you to U! Thank You!

I have learnt quite a lot this year as it had been quite a year that were full of ups & downs for me but I never failed to learn to smile & keep my thoughts positive. Though there were times whereby I fell & landed hard on my back but I am glad that I had been through it & learn to stand up & be strong once again.

I know that life will get tougher as I grow up but that's part & parcel of life. So, year 2007 will continue be a year that will trained & strengthen me in all areas of life to better prepared me for the future. I believed that I will continue to grow stronger & be more independent. I want to be a blessing to the people around me & try to be available for friends whenever they need a pair of listening ears.

Believe me, it can be a great challenge!