It's been a month that I have been isolating myself from the community. Finally, I have met up with sue today for a dinner. What a nice chat we had! Deep in my heart, I know how much she cares for me, I really know. Told her about my struggles & reasons why I choose to draw away from the community & have taken a step back. She told me that I should learn to be more flexible & try to manage my time well. Slowly, I will learn to change my mentality & learn to be more flexible. I should stop pressing myself to a corner. I think that it is really time that I need. I know that He is real...I truly know that. 7 long years... till now I still holding on to it. It is just me. Lack of faith, you should say it this way I guessed. Or, perhaps, I am just not prepared for this. Please give me more time. I am just too afraid. Afraid to take that step of faith. Thanks for being so understanding. I feel glad talking to you. It really makes me feel better & I miss everyone in the family. Glad that everyone is doing fine. Alright, so much so for the dinner.

For the past 2 days, I have been addicted to this ice milo that is sold in my school kopitiam. All thanks to Linette. A very good energy boost for me, especially for my morning dull lessons.

Monday



Before (Mine & linette's)



After 15 min...

Tuesday



One of my favourite drink too (Strawberry Soda)



Gosh, I can really drink...