I felt so humiliated today & I broke down. What happened was a training producer said something to me today that somehow offended me indirectly. And immediately, I felt humiliated by his words. He was trying to be nice in this tone & careful choice of words but still it did not help. Instead, I felt like a fool even more. Trying to make everything sound so nice and yet it prick so hard. Just because he is a producer? Just because I am a temp? Not anymore in 3 more days! Well, at least I did not break down in front of him. I couldn't help but feel weak as there's no one I could confide too. Not even my manager because she was not there! I don't remember when was the last time that I actually hide in a cubicle & sob. Such a horrible feeling but it was definitely a good way to make myself feel better. 3 more days to go! Wee!
Name: qiaoxiang