Wake up & Stop wasting your life!
It just struck me...
Actually, there is always this fear in me. Fear of many things in life. It is because of this fear that I gave up many important things in life. Because of this fear, I have been a disappointment to many people too, some of whom are important people in my life. But still, I couldn't overcome it.
I always believe that He has great plans for me. So much so that I might need to give up some to attain some (有得必有失)... I am just afraid to give up or lose anything that is of significance to me. I used to dream big dreams... wanting to do this & that. Not for myself but for people living in poverty or the less fortunate. However, there are too many hold backs... I am just too selfish, not willing to just let go. Not willing to step out of my own comfort zone. Afraid of the unknown. Sometime, I just think too much. Over-analysed even.
This fear in me must be overcome one day! It has already brought me lots of regrets... Maybe one day, I might just venture out & fulfill the dreams that I used to dream about. =)
But right now, the least I could do is to always be a blessing to the people around me.
Labels: affirmation
Name: qiaoxiang